Yet I still can't sleep. I've been tired and dragging my ass about all day from lack of decent sleep last night, and here I am up and awake again, though I would love nothing more than to fall into a deep sleep. Tuesday was a completely unproductive day. I didn't get much more than the minimum done at work, and even that was a challenge. I came home and got lost in TV watching rather than sinking into my ever growing pool of homework. I did make an attempt to crack the books for a little bit, then found myself as lost as I felt last week before my tutoring session. I saw one of my lens reps today, who will eventually be one of my optics teachers. He had recommended me to go the apprentice track rather than go for the degree, because all that really matters in the end is that I have a license. So now as I struggle along with Algebra, I'm wondering if that wouldn't be a terrible idea. I wonder if I could cram some extra OS classes in and get my certificate and license, then finish the rest of the courses afterward to get my degree. At least with my license, I'd make more money and school would be more affordable. I've just got way too much on my mind, and then I wonder why I can't sleep. I just feel lost and confused in many areas of my life right now. School, work, Craig, money, you name it, I'm just lost. I'm really looking forward to the extra day off this week for Thanksgiving to try and gather my thoughts and get things back on track. It's already 2:18 am, so I've been writing this for probably close to 45 minutes if not more because I keep getting distracted. Uhhhhg I really just want to sleep!
Tuesday, November 20, 2007
The Monster window seat and pillows are DONE!!!! I can't wait to get them to Antonina, and I am not planning on ever volunteering for such a project again.
Friday, November 16, 2007
Pressure pushing down on me Pressing down on you.. Under Pressure... That's what I am today. I have a gazillion and eleven things to get done today. No, not tomorrow or the next day, TODAY!!!! Luckily with a middle name like Procrastination, I work well under pressure. It seems that without a deadline of some sort I get nothing done that I really need to. (Why would I want to do such a thing, get things done before their time, that's lunacy). I've got my massive list of things to do written out, I'll check in later to see how far I've progressed!
Friday, November 2, 2007
I am a tremendous slacker (Procrastination is my middle name, I don't care what Lala says when she calls me by my other middle name, she just needs to get it right already). I took a little break from my overdue homework to take Kinsey Cakes for a little walk around the neighborhood and got some pictures (updated in my Flickr ) It's way too gorgeous of a day to be stuck inside doing Algebra and Writing essays all day. Off for lunch, then back to my regularly scheduled homework!