Saturday, February 28, 2009

Have You Ever?

Had one singular defining moment that changed your views and attitude and feelings about a person forever? I had that moment come yesterday. I found out that the 6 years I spent with Craig was essentially a big lie. Don't really want to get into it now, because everything is still so raw. I haven't had time to really think about it, just react, and lash out like an angry teenager. And I did just that, letting go of 6 years of handling him with kid gloves and letting everything out, saying things to him I never thought I would. But what's done is done, and now I can move on without wondering, or caring for that mater, about his future welfare. I might revisit this post at some time in the future, when I've had sometime to think about everything, then again I might not. I can say this much though, every single miserable day I spent with him, has made me appreciate Rich soooo much more. Even though there are some things Rich and I agree to disagree on, he really is wonderful, and I'm so thankful to have him in my life.

1 comment:

Laura said...

I think you've been handling it perfectly. It's quite a shock to your system, and honestly to all of our's too. We feel ya sistah.

I'm so glad you and Rich have found each other!! So here's to good times and new memories! And btw, your new goodies in the shop are quite loverly! Beautiful, just like the girl who created them. *hugs*